Bloody conference

There are many chairs placed along the wooden wall of the conference room. It seems like it is in a hotel. Arabic patterned carpet, the color of red, dark red, white and brown.

Filed under: 1st person, Strangers, Unknown place, Vivid color, sad derams, violent dreams , blood, terrorist

Me as 16 and 38

I am walking down a street where is packed with a lot of people. My point of view is from on the top, I am looking myself walking down the street, holding someone’s hands. I am walking the right side of him, they are facing me, so from my point, I am walking the left side of him.

Filed under: 1st person, 2nd person, 3rd person, Black, Blue, Lovers, Purple, Strangers, Unknown place, Vivid color, bird-eye , black, blue, border, girl, purple, skirt, street, walking

traveling on a huge ship

I’m on a huge ship, on a trip to somewhere. We 4 of us, are walking on the deck, which is nicely decolated for the passengers. When we walk down to the end of the deck, we found an isle connected to somewhere. We walked into the isle and found that it’s the area for the ship workers.

Filed under: English, Family, Someone in real life, Strangers, Unknown place, Vivid color, Water, public place, sad derams, smell , cry, sad, ship, trip, water

There are no perfect ready made clothes for me

The boutique is almost closing. It’s nearly 20:00 pm and the girl selling clothes is preparing to close the shop. They have very clean designed cool cloths. Most of their clothes are expensive, so I just walk through the shop and about to leave.

Filed under: 1st person, Black, Blue, English, Friends, Just like daily life, Purple, Someone in real life, Unknown place, Vivid color, feel, old friends, white, yellow , black, blie, clothes, friend, glass, mirror, neon, neon tetra, organdie, purple, shop, silk, skirt, trousers, white, yellow

Play with friend’s babies

A little girl who is just 2 years old is on my lap. She is so warm and soft. She smells like milk. Her mother, who is my old friend is sitting in front of me, we are in a Japanese style room, which is very like the living room in my father’s house.

Filed under: 1st person, Air, English, Friends, Green, Just like daily life, Old home, city, Pink, Orange, Red, Silent, Someone in real life, Strangers, Summer, Vivid color, feel, old friends, smell, yellow , baby, green, happiness, milk, pink, red, smell, yellow

My mother asked me if I would marry one of my cousin. I said ‘yes’.

My mother asked me if I would marry one of my cousin. I said ‘yes’.

Filed under: 1st person, English, Family, Lovers, Old home, city, Strangers, Unknown place, Vivid color , cousin, marry, mother, stragner

loss of memories and sleep paralysis

I can’t remember how to go to office. First, I thought it’s on Surasak station, not over the river, but when I think of where to go, I didn’t think I have took BTS that long. Then I thought of it might be somewhere center of the city or close to the center. Maybe it’s on Chit-Rom. But how do I go there from Chit-Rom?

Filed under: 1st person, English, Lucid dreams, Vivid color, current home, feel, nested structure, sleep paralysis , Lucid dream, memories, sleep paralysis

it was over

I am with my boyfriend and riding on his bike. I do love him so much and he knows it. But I still keep asking ‘Do you know?’ and he reply ‘I know’ then I say ‘I know you know’… I am so happy to be with him.

We got a little park and siting on a bench. It’s almost night, sun went down already. Suddenly he touched my face so softly and said ‘daijoubu’….

I say ‘what?’ he says ‘no worries, it’ll be over soon’… then I realized it’s a dream. I cried and shouted, ‘it won’t be over, even if it’s a dream, I wanna stay here, i don’t want to be awake’, but he is still smiling and telling me many things which tells me it’s a dream.

I almost hateed him, shouting and crying and tried to stay in the dream, but his body is loosing the shape and my mind is heading to be awake. I found myself crying on bed. I just lost someone, i don’t really know who he was, but i just lost someone special.

Filed under: English, Lovers, Lucid dreams, Vivid color, sad derams , bike, boyfriend, park, sad

A ladyboy makes me like a ladyboy

A huge lady boy is with me. She looks very strong physically and also her mind, I can feel she has very strong, strait and warm heart. She dresses pale purple lacy dress with a lot of shiny beads on it. It is beautiful, but her body is huge and the make up is too much, she is kind of lady boy everybody can see she is actually he.

She is now painting on my face. Put a lot of powders and drawing my lips larger than my real lips. She is trying to make me like a lady boy.

The lipstick she has on her left hand is too strong color and little dark wine red, I don’t think it suits me. She use lipstick brush to paint on my lips. I’m looking at my lips in the mirror, nothing else, only lips.

When she finished painting my lips, I see my face in the mirror. I thought she used very strong color, and how she draw was away too big for me, but actually my lips on my face in the mirror looks actually nice, the color is not too strong, looks sexy enough.

She asked me when I put my bra on. The bra I’m wearing is kind of strange, the shape of bra is not strange, but the structure of the straps are little strange. I can’t even remember how I put it.

I looked at the clock and tried to remember when I put it on. I think it was around 13:00, so which is about 4 hours ago? I said.

She said “take it off” looks almost angry with me wearing it. I’m in a pale blue dress like she is in, but it doesn’t really suits me, and this is not kind of dress I like. But I feel kind of fun, I am acting lady boy.

Filed under: 1st person, Blue, English, Purple, Red, Strangers, Vivid color, funny dreams , blue, dress, ladyboy, red

a dream in another dream

A morning, I felt like someone was sleeping with me here on my bed. It was a sunny day, sunshine woke me up. I opened my eyes but I didn’t see anybody, I saw only my left arm, nobody there.

Filed under: Genres , nested